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I though you will understand, But you don't...I keep on telling myself, I just have to show a smile to pretend that everything is okay...But i don't know how much longer that i can pretend? I've told myself dozen of times, no matter how sad is it,I'm not allowed to cry... But... the tears, is falling without my permission... You stabbed my heart few times, but im still alive with new and hot loves around me !
I'm so useless, I couldn't found any language, any word, to express my feeling ~ I'm a mess and suffering depression...I noticed... Our love is full of lies, i wonder why you could just simply tell a lie without doubting about it?? You are a killer !!! Killing me with your lies... You told me that im your only one and you love me so much as well, i'm happy but in the other hand i scared too... Scared that was only a lie, just to comfort me... I lost my direction to find back my happiness and my smile like usual... I just wanna cry out loudly, but there's no shoulder around me...
I thought i still can stand for everything around me, but the truth is I'm not that tough as what i aspect... In the end, i stabbed myself real hard ~
~ End with loves around me ~
The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fixed it... When i stop fighting with you it means i stopped caring anymore...B hope u'll understand about it...
To me the hardest thing to do is watch the one i love, love someone else...It really does hurts alot... Cuz i've been through it before, i don't know how many tears i've drop cuz of you...All i know is if i love something, i'll let it go... If it comes back to me, its mine forever... If it dosent, then it was never meant to be...
I self destruct every relationship so that i won't get hurt...But in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run... Im just so ME... Sigh...
B, all i know is...I love you more and more when days passed...
LOVE U
♥ BB ♥
♥ A guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot and sexy, who calls me back when i hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep... ♥
♥ Wait for my boy who kisses my forehead, who wants to show me off to the world when im in sweats, who holds my hand in front of his friends, who thinks im just as pretty without makeup on... ♥
♥ One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have ME... ♥
~ ♥ The one who turns to his friends and says, thats my BABE... ♥ ~
♥ BB ♥
♥ Est tout à fait en retard maintenant, mais l'encore im éveillé… peut-être en raison de mon headach qui m'a fait ne pourrait pas tomber endormi du tout….♥ Parlé au téléphone avec mon bébé en ce moment, promis dormira aujourd'hui tôt mais… ici bébé désolé blogging d'I im…… Je t'aime o… ♥♥ Tout à fait déprimé maintenant ! ! Puisque trop de subsistance de chose clignotant arrière sur le mon mien, et moi avons juste réalisé im accroissant vers le haut de maintenant… De plus en plus l'effort im ayant maintenant, doit être de plus en plus responsable maintenant… Ne peut être un bébé plus… Défiez quoi que je bidon à rendu plus fort dans mon futur… J'ai promis me et mon bébé que je resterai dur toujours, pas marchent simplement au loin et se cachant loin des problèmes… ♥♥ Im un trempe tout à fait chaud, amours à l'imbécile autour et fille amicale… Je sais parfois des causes d'I beaucoup de problèmes à tout le monde, expecially mon bébé… Mais je changerai mon caractère dorénavant… Et je le veux dire ! ! ! ♥♥ Espérez que je serai un meilleur Sassa et une meilleure amie à l'avenir… Aimez-toi mon ~ précieux de bébé ~ TaTa ♥~ END ~
Today im gonna to post about my Genting life... Quite boring but 1 thing i loves about Genting is the wheather, love it sooooooo much ♥♥ ...ooooo ~~ Everything's new to me... New friend, new room, new bed, new life style ... And of course there's more additional stress on me....So f**king down sometimes, cuz felt sooo helpless and felt left out and abandon by everyone...Need hugs ~~ Seriously need hugs ~~ Pretend to be strong infront of people, cuz dun wan let them thought that im a crying baby...Even though i im a crying baby ~ Hees ~That's why I was so reluctant to stay much longer ... Luckily i got someone that really do cares about me, his my best companion i could ever have ... Definitely the most best n sweet companion ever... Can't imagine my life without him... ♥
Im apologizing to my precious one, cuz he was mad at me that time ♥
I love this heel sooo much, saw it at Padini while having my break time... But i didn't brought it, cuz quite expensive though...So I managed to walk away from it, but im not goin to give up on this high heel and im gonna buy it soon enough... Hohohoho ~ ♥ And i also brought myself a cute purple bottle, as u guys knows that im deeply in love with purple colour... I was wondering why is My pal "Wendy" dun like purple colour soo much?? Cute what ~~ Hees ~ 
If can, vote for it pleasssse !!! Purple rules ~ Hohohoho ~
Took this pic around 2 something in the morning while walking back to hostel, u guys c how steep the road is !!! Man !!! Can u guys imagine how tired i im ?? Thats why i couldn't manage to wake up early in the morning the next day... Lazy ... 
C !! How foggy it is ?? This climate had been like that for a couple of days d... Quite chilly ... ~~♥ While working, sometimes is quite boring and nothing to do much...Since nothing to do v took a wig fool around, hees ~ That is why my new nickname Asia barbie came from ... LOL ~ ♥
♥ LoL ~~ What do u guys think of my "new" hairdo ??? ♥ ♥ Finally im having a break now... Im less stressful now... ♥ Went to pasar malam with my pal, played 3G with my baby... At last...my life is more interesting now...Just love it ~ ♥
Guess guess guess ~ Guess which 1 is my pretty feet ~ Hees
♥ Trying to sleep 42 hours now to replace my loss of sleeping hour in Genting.. Hohohoho ~ ♥ TaTa ♥ ♥ End ♥
