哭透了

你

是累了，

还是不爱了~

如果

你真的累了，

我会悄悄的离开你 ~

放弃

并不代表我不

爱，

也不代表我认

输了，

是我不懂如何去

爱了~

傻傻　

Beautiful Nightmare

It became more and more obvious now... I'm just a NOBODY at all !! Even though my post is a disaster ... Begging for nothing... Just begging for your LOVE ~ But , Im sharing it with others...
I'm seriously tired on pretending that everything is okay to me , i'm tired and exhausted ...Babe my heart is seriously bleeding while you talk to me with those hurting words, seriously in pain that i couldn't describe about it !!! I was crying and begging you to trust me, but you treated me like im your enemy... I'm trying my best to do everything for you, giving out much i could for you ! I doesn't want much, i just want you to trust me and loving me as your girlfriend... Is it so hard for you ??
Everytime i tries to tell out all my feelings, you layed your temper on me over bout it ... i wonder why couldn't you just sit down and listen ? Baby... yours arms can easily warms me up, do you know about it ?? Yea, maybe i nag too much... Making you getting sick of it d... But do you ever once thought about that you are hurting me so much ?? Yea, you can just dump me easily without doubting about it... Because you are surrounded with those who willing give you loves and support... Me ??? Just a little girl who became your past... Yea, i admit... I cries alot because of you... Yea, i admit... I love you so much that i couldn't tell... I don't want you treat my caring as a joke... I was thinking long time ago, will you TREASURE it ? Is that WORTH ?
I'm stubborn, and i'll admit about this... I felt sad after get hurt... So what ?? This is part of my life...Used to stay with you, used to follow what you said... Used to showing my silly face to you... I just want you to appreciate me .... WONG JJ you are such an idiot !! Gee ~ You just know how to make me cry cry cry like a baby.. Argh !!

LOVE YOU

Sweet time

I recently so lazy to update my blog... Dun know why ?? Maybe too much on my mind?? Gee ~ But i have to post it out no matter what happen, if not im deadmeat d...Done many things recently , went to kl, clubbing, Wendy's bday, Wendy's farewell, arguement...
Just everything !!! Hohohoho ~

Wendy's 1st time

KL trip with my precious one

Fooling around behind ah B ...

His messy room and my purple stuffs

Watched the Iron Man with B

A gif from me for B's bday

Went up hill to have our lovely anniversary dinner, and im wearing this white heels all night long ... Gee ~ Damn tiring ...

My silly dumb dumb face ~

Bla bla bla ..... nothing to describe

Camwhore + ing ...


Steamboat time with my dearest ... At BBQ plaza ~

These are my bloody friend, Wendy and Ah Tat came all the way from Ipoh to Kl just to hang out with me ... So does Xue How... But he's abit different , he came all the way from Singapur... Hoho ~ He's just so sweet ....

That's all ... Because i'm really really really damn lazy to post it out all ... Sorry ya !! I'll continue it soon ~ MuaksSsss ❤

TaTa

Kill me plss

I though you will understand, But you don't...I keep on telling myself, I just have to show a smile to pretend that everything is okay...But i don't know how much longer that i can pretend? I've told myself dozen of times, no matter how sad is it,I'm not allowed to cry... But... the tears, is falling without my permission... You stabbed my heart few times, but im still alive with new and hot loves around me !
I'm so useless, I couldn't found any language, any word, to express my feeling ~ I'm a mess and suffering depression...I noticed... Our love is full of lies, i wonder why you could just simply tell a lie without doubting about it?? You are a killer !!! Killing me with your lies... You told me that im your only one and you love me so much as well, i'm happy but in the other hand i scared too... Scared that was only a lie, just to comfort me... I lost my direction to find back my happiness and my smile like usual... I just wanna cry out loudly, but there's no shoulder around me...
I thought i still can stand for everything around me, but the truth is I'm not that tough as what i aspect... In the end, i stabbed myself real hard ~


~ End with loves around me ~

Silly Me ~

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fixed it... When i stop fighting with you it means i stopped caring anymore...B hope u'll understand about it...
To me the hardest thing to do is watch the one i love, love someone else...It really does hurts alot... Cuz i've been through it before, i don't know how many tears i've drop cuz of you...All i know is if i love something, i'll let it go... If it comes back to me, its mine forever... If it dosent, then it was never meant to be...
I self destruct every relationship so that i won't get hurt...But in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run... Im just so ME... Sigh...

B, all i know is...I love you more and more when days passed...

LOVE U

♥ BB ♥

Im just a ordinary girl that NEEDs...

♥ A guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot and sexy, who calls me back when i hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep... ♥
♥ Wait for my boy who kisses my forehead, who wants to show me off to the world when im in sweats, who holds my hand in front of his friends, who thinks im just as pretty without makeup on... ♥
♥ One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have ME... ♥

~ ♥ The one who turns to his friends and says, thats my BABE... ♥ ~

♥ BB ♥