想起你D时候
~听到一句熟悉的歌词，想起你曾经说要守护我，现在却不在我身边。
~看电影,想起我们1起吃爆米花。
~路过一家曾经和你一起去过的餐厅。
~夜晚一个人面对黑暗。
~拿起电话，按下号码后迟迟不敢拨。
~遇见开心幸福的事情，无人分享。
~鼓足勇气发一条信息给你，第二天醒来，仍然没有你的消息。
~蜷缩在被子里时。
~做梦梦见你，醒来却自己一个人。
~穿高跟鞋脚疼，没有人扶着。
~睡觉前，收不到晚安和我爱你的信息。
~难过的时候，不知道打电话给谁。
~明明不舍得，但必须逼自己忘记过去有关你和我的记忆。
~每天醒来必须忘记昨天的不愉快。
~逛商场时看见美丽的东西，想要买给你时，突然想起你不是 我d了。
~看见恋人牵手过马路，想起你粗粗d手。
~看见一个很像你d人，想起你的背影。
~想念你的时候，你却不知道。
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Worries =(
You are back ... But i'm scared, i felt insecure again ... I really don't know why? You said all you want is me, you love me ... But i really couldn't felt abit of them ! I'm scared, scared that you're lying to me again ... I really don't want get myself hurt anymore, i hate those feelings =(
Babe, i really hope you'll understand ... Cuz i'm just too deeply in love with you ...
* End with Loves *
Babe, i really hope you'll understand ... Cuz i'm just too deeply in love with you ...
* End with Loves *
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Wake me up
Im seriously so down this few days, wish you were beside me... But it just like too hard to have someone beside me right now, i just need a ear, a shoulder and two arms...
Is that too much?? You never know how much i need you!! All i want from you is to spend more time with me, be more honest with me or even a message from you.... But you started to hate me or bored with me now... You always spent most of the time with your friend, all i beg is come to me more often... Because I felt not fair at all!! Im the one who always comes to you whenever you need me!! But why won't you just spend at lease a lunch or dinner with me?? Is it so hard for u?? I felt insecure, i always asked myself " Im i even 10% important to you?? "
I used smile to hide the tears in front or behind you, I used laugh to hide the sadness...No matter what i do, the pain just not leave me... Actually I just wish you would look in to my eyes and say "Babe,im sorry...I love you...And i'll change..." that will be enough... Sigh, i knew that miracle will never ever happened to me...
Sometimes i was thinking..." How good is if i was died now! How good if i never been born! " so that bad things never happened on me... ( Tears dropping )
I'm tired, my heart is tired... Tired of asking ppl to accompany me...Tired of doing everything...I just wanna lie on my bed and listen to the song that you use to sing me in the past... I bet you can't remember what song is it d ! Is ok... I've already use to your forgetfulness ~ ( Miss you so badly )
Maybe really as what she said... I'm just a flirty, a bitch... I'm not suitable to be with you...( Tears dropping )... But im happy that you always stand up defend me and defend our love... You said babe " I trust you, i do love you... We should forget our past... Keep on loving each other, and wish we could stick together forever, i love you "... Thanks baby ~ Im happy and i really do appreciate it....But nowdays i couldn't see the FOREVER already, is getting blur and blur and blur and blur...( Im scared )
Wish i could just wake up from this kind of nightmares, and remain our happiness...
~ End ~
Is that too much?? You never know how much i need you!! All i want from you is to spend more time with me, be more honest with me or even a message from you.... But you started to hate me or bored with me now... You always spent most of the time with your friend, all i beg is come to me more often... Because I felt not fair at all!! Im the one who always comes to you whenever you need me!! But why won't you just spend at lease a lunch or dinner with me?? Is it so hard for u?? I felt insecure, i always asked myself " Im i even 10% important to you?? "
I used smile to hide the tears in front or behind you, I used laugh to hide the sadness...No matter what i do, the pain just not leave me... Actually I just wish you would look in to my eyes and say "Babe,im sorry...I love you...And i'll change..." that will be enough... Sigh, i knew that miracle will never ever happened to me...
Sometimes i was thinking..." How good is if i was died now! How good if i never been born! " so that bad things never happened on me... ( Tears dropping )
I'm tired, my heart is tired... Tired of asking ppl to accompany me...Tired of doing everything...I just wanna lie on my bed and listen to the song that you use to sing me in the past... I bet you can't remember what song is it d ! Is ok... I've already use to your forgetfulness ~ ( Miss you so badly )
Maybe really as what she said... I'm just a flirty, a bitch... I'm not suitable to be with you...( Tears dropping )... But im happy that you always stand up defend me and defend our love... You said babe " I trust you, i do love you... We should forget our past... Keep on loving each other, and wish we could stick together forever, i love you "... Thanks baby ~ Im happy and i really do appreciate it....But nowdays i couldn't see the FOREVER already, is getting blur and blur and blur and blur...( Im scared )
Wish i could just wake up from this kind of nightmares, and remain our happiness...
~ End ~
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Beautiful Nightmare
It became more and more obvious now... I'm just a NOBODY at all !! Even though my post is a disaster ... Begging for nothing... Just begging for your LOVE ~ But , Im sharing it with others...
I'm seriously tired on pretending that everything is okay to me , i'm tired and exhausted ...Babe my heart is seriously bleeding while you talk to me with those hurting words, seriously in pain that i couldn't describe about it !!! I was crying and begging you to trust me, but you treated me like im your enemy... I'm trying my best to do everything for you, giving out much i could for you ! I doesn't want much, i just want you to trust me and loving me as your girlfriend... Is it so hard for you ??
Everytime i tries to tell out all my feelings, you layed your temper on me over bout it ... i wonder why couldn't you just sit down and listen ? Baby... yours arms can easily warms me up, do you know about it ?? Yea, maybe i nag too much... Making you getting sick of it d... But do you ever once thought about that you are hurting me so much ?? Yea, you can just dump me easily without doubting about it... Because you are surrounded with those who willing give you loves and support... Me ??? Just a little girl who became your past... Yea, i admit... I cries alot because of you... Yea, i admit... I love you so much that i couldn't tell... I don't want you treat my caring as a joke... I was thinking long time ago, will you TREASURE it ? Is that WORTH ?
I'm stubborn, and i'll admit about this... I felt sad after get hurt... So what ?? This is part of my life...Used to stay with you, used to follow what you said... Used to showing my silly face to you... I just want you to appreciate me .... WONG JJ you are such an idiot !! Gee ~ You just know how to make me cry cry cry like a baby.. Argh !!
LOVE YOU
I'm seriously tired on pretending that everything is okay to me , i'm tired and exhausted ...Babe my heart is seriously bleeding while you talk to me with those hurting words, seriously in pain that i couldn't describe about it !!! I was crying and begging you to trust me, but you treated me like im your enemy... I'm trying my best to do everything for you, giving out much i could for you ! I doesn't want much, i just want you to trust me and loving me as your girlfriend... Is it so hard for you ??
Everytime i tries to tell out all my feelings, you layed your temper on me over bout it ... i wonder why couldn't you just sit down and listen ? Baby... yours arms can easily warms me up, do you know about it ?? Yea, maybe i nag too much... Making you getting sick of it d... But do you ever once thought about that you are hurting me so much ?? Yea, you can just dump me easily without doubting about it... Because you are surrounded with those who willing give you loves and support... Me ??? Just a little girl who became your past... Yea, i admit... I cries alot because of you... Yea, i admit... I love you so much that i couldn't tell... I don't want you treat my caring as a joke... I was thinking long time ago, will you TREASURE it ? Is that WORTH ?
I'm stubborn, and i'll admit about this... I felt sad after get hurt... So what ?? This is part of my life...Used to stay with you, used to follow what you said... Used to showing my silly face to you... I just want you to appreciate me .... WONG JJ you are such an idiot !! Gee ~ You just know how to make me cry cry cry like a baby.. Argh !!
LOVE YOU
Sweet time
I recently so lazy to update my blog... Dun know why ?? Maybe too much on my mind?? Gee ~ But i have to post it out no matter what happen, if not im deadmeat d...Done many things recently , went to kl, clubbing, Wendy's bday, Wendy's farewell, arguement...
Just everything !!! Hohohoho ~
Just everything !!! Hohohoho ~
Wendy's 1st time
KL trip with my precious one
Fooling around behind ah B ...
His messy room and my purple stuffs
Watched the Iron Man with B
A gif from me for B's bday
Went up hill to have our lovely anniversary dinner, and im wearing this white heels all night long ... Gee ~ Damn tiring ...
My silly dumb dumb face ~
Bla bla bla ..... nothing to describe
Camwhore + ing ...
Steamboat time with my dearest ... At BBQ plaza ~
These are my bloody friend, Wendy and Ah Tat came all the way from Ipoh to Kl just to hang out with me ... So does Xue How... But he's abit different , he came all the way from Singapur... Hoho ~ He's just so sweet ....
That's all ... Because i'm really really really damn lazy to post it out all ... Sorry ya !! I'll continue it soon ~ MuaksSsss ❤
TaTa
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