My cute little Jeffrey

Jan 25 Jeffrey my baby just ate up my tooth brush and some of my make up tools, damn angry with him now...Because those things cause my alot of money argh..=='' Sigh... i need to buy new ones again...Btw, he just dig a big hole on my bed =='' can you believe it!!! Omg...im so speechless d...
Jan 26 Woke up this morning, nothing special...Received a message from my best fren saying that his coming back from kl today and wants to spend the evening with me...Sweet !! Tonight's gonna be a good good night~~~hehe...

Btw,after Chinese New Year im goin to work d at Genting Highlands, no more fooling around d...Got to save money for my college and my car d...Cuz i spend too much this year d, damn broke now ...^^

Im bck~~

Hey im bck...im quite busy this few weeks so i didn't have much time to update my blog!! This time will be special a bit, cuz im goin to update it in chinese..woooo..Cuz Wendy said it will be more special if i write it in chinese...Well..ok..hehe..


Jan 19 B煮了一大碗‘滑蛋maggie’跟我‘撑台脚’边看戏边吃。。虽然他煮的‘滑蛋maggie'看其来不美很乱水，但是。。还蛮好吃的！才吃了两小碗我就饱了，剩下的就B来搞定它。。哈！跟B过了一个很开心的夜晚，虽然途中有吵架，但是到最后的结局都是好的！嘻。。虽然B脾气蛮臭的，但是他有他可爱的一面噢。。

Jan 20 下午B打包饭给我吃，一人一盒。。好吃！！！吃饱了。。B就载我去Kenny的店，到了kenny的店后，他的脸色就变了。。问他什么事啊，他就赶我走。。唉，那时我想。。他应该是生气了~~唉，算了，我走就是了。。。让他静静吧。。。

Jan 21 想了一整晚B跟我说的话。。。他不了解我。。。有很多东西我不懂怎样说怎样做。。。我只是会哭还有把想说的东西收在心。。。其实，我不是不想送多点东西给他。。而是他有的东西太多了，他喜欢的东西他朋友他女朋友都会送给他！还有想给他的惊喜，被我朋友搞渣了~~弄了的食物到最后也倒了。。。其实我超失望的。。。很多东西想说但是给他骂一骂了什么都说不出来了。。。哎~

Jan 23 晚上Ben打电话给我，约我去lush。。哎，跟他们说了莎姐不浦了，竟然笑我！！还坚持求我去！！我的咪啊~~只好应酬说去咯。。。不过最后还是放了他们飞机。。哈哈！！只好说声阿Ben，阿Jun和Si kei对不起了。。。

Jan 25 没事做！超闷的,上了一整天的网。。Wendy说要去找她男友说清楚，她很爱他！不想没有了他，她说他喜欢的是我，她说她不介意他和我一起，她只要他留在他身边就够了=='我无话可说了。。她竟然可以爱他爱到这样的地步，我真的想叫她一声姐姐了。。佩服！！！最后她说她很想他，很想去见他。。想说清楚！我也鼓励她去。。希望她能挽回她的爱情~~Good luck Wendy

Sad evening...

Sigh,last night was a tragic...I thought i can helped Wendy but i was wrong...But i've did all my best d...Me and Wendy met at Station 1 cafe, we took our order..I order a cup of hot chocolate and she order a glass of longan. We had a nice chit chat, so i thought it'll would be a good evening, but...After having our chit chat at Station 1 cafe, we thought we should go to barroom have some alcohol drink...After reached barroom Wendy met her friend inside so we took our sit beside her friend,so we have a few drinks...We started missing our bf...She apologized to me said that is her fault that made me and my bf argue,she feel sorry for what she done...Actually was not her fault,we do have many problem in this relationship...We should give each other time...So she used my cell phone and texted my bf..saying i love b...She said to me, she had lost her bf so she doesn't want me to lost mine too...Thx Wendy, but...things are more complicated than you think...After few more drink she drunk d..She miss her bf so much and wanted to meet him so much,so i accompany her to look for her bf,she can't barely walk...I called her bf and found out that he was at McD,so Wendy's friend drove us to McD...We let themself talk it over in the car...But they have some arguement inside the car...She is so stressfull.We tried to help them to slove it, but...We couldn't...Then some incident happened...All ended up at hospital...

Moody Day

Just received a message from a kok my best friend,he wants to how im i doing,have i recover yet...It was very sweet...I suppose be at Kepong now with him,but my sick haven't recover yet so...i have to rest at home nw...Finally,my b called me, he told me what has been happening this few days,he went shooping with his dad...n more...It was a great talk but...i cant feel his love anymore...He didn't ask how was my sick...He didn't tell me that he loves me and didn't give me goodbye kiss anymore....Sigh....I know i've been giving him so many stress...Sigh if he really wants me to let him go..I'll...Cuz i know i cant get his heart back....
Im goin to meet Wendy later,But i also want to meet him...But i know he wont want to see me..He didn't said that he doesn't want to meet me..But i can feel it cuz last time he will very happy if i said i want to meet him but now...He didn't said anything...Sigh...I know is time to let him go d...I have to grow up without him now...B i miss u alot...Sobs

Disappointed..==

Sigh...he din cal at all...I think i should stop waiting d...Nite b i love u...

Still waiting ...

Sigh...im still waiting for his call,but....sigh...im so disappointed d...He never treated me like this before, i think he doesn't loves me anymore...My eyes so blur now,cuz i've cry whole day d...I've got many things wanna 2 tell u,but...
Im so worry about Wendy ...she is hurting herself now,im scared...Cuz this few days she accompany a lot, giving me a lot of good advice,i really scared tat she will leave me 2...She is my latest best friend,v always said v r one gang,tell our feelings 2 each other...Wendy...u have 2 be strong...time past u'll be ok, i promise!! Just stay strong k?
Phone rings just now...But...that was not him...I din answer it cuz all i wan is to hear his voice...But he never calls...B u know mah! Answer yr cal n listen 2 yr voice be4 i go to bed became my habit d...Cuz tat way i can feel tat u were beside me...I really miss yr goodnite kiss...Nothing else i can do nw...All i can do now is wait 4 u 2 dump me oni...But i really hope it wont happen..All i can do is wait wait wait and wait....B i love u...

Meaningless day

Is quite late d...I've taken my medicine...But i still cant sleep,im waiting for his message or call, but but i know that is not goin to happen...But dunno why im still waiting for it...Maybe i miss him alot??? Today is the forth day he treat me so cold d,i miss him alot this fews days,but i know he'll never realized it...This few days we've been had some arguement...But i've already forgive him,cuz i do loves him...I cant sleep whole day yesterday cuz i cant stop thinking back our sweet memory...He always protected me from anything anywhere anytime...Actually i've lost the bracelet tat he gif it to me on our 6th month anniversary, i cry...i scared tat i'll lost him too!!! I really dun wan lost his love...I really dun wan my life without him...I know im his second gf but went he told me tat he loves me,i really believe in it, i feel tat im the most happy girl in this world...He is the best bf i ever had...But i never told him about it! B u r the best!!!!