Im seriously so down this few days, wish you were beside me... But it just like too hard to have someone beside me right now, i just need a ear, a shoulder and two arms...
Is that too much?? You never know how much i need you!! All i want from you is to spend more time with me, be more honest with me or even a message from you.... But you started to hate me or bored with me now... You always spent most of the time with your friend, all i beg is come to me more often... Because I felt not fair at all!! Im the one who always comes to you whenever you need me!! But why won't you just spend at lease a lunch or dinner with me?? Is it so hard for u?? I felt insecure, i always asked myself " Im i even 10% important to you?? "
I used smile to hide the tears in front or behind you, I used laugh to hide the sadness...No matter what i do, the pain just not leave me... Actually I just wish you would look in to my eyes and say "Babe,im sorry...I love you...And i'll change..." that will be enough... Sigh, i knew that miracle will never ever happened to me...
Sometimes i was thinking..." How good is if i was died now! How good if i never been born! " so that bad things never happened on me... ( Tears dropping )
I'm tired, my heart is tired... Tired of asking ppl to accompany me...Tired of doing everything...I just wanna lie on my bed and listen to the song that you use to sing me in the past... I bet you can't remember what song is it d ! Is ok... I've already use to your forgetfulness ~ ( Miss you so badly )
Maybe really as what she said... I'm just a flirty, a bitch... I'm not suitable to be with you...( Tears dropping )... But im happy that you always stand up defend me and defend our love... You said babe " I trust you, i do love you... We should forget our past... Keep on loving each other, and wish we could stick together forever, i love you "... Thanks baby ~ Im happy and i really do appreciate it....But nowdays i couldn't see the FOREVER already, is getting blur and blur and blur and blur...( Im scared )
Wish i could just wake up from this kind of nightmares, and remain our happiness...
~ End ~
Is that too much?? You never know how much i need you!! All i want from you is to spend more time with me, be more honest with me or even a message from you.... But you started to hate me or bored with me now... You always spent most of the time with your friend, all i beg is come to me more often... Because I felt not fair at all!! Im the one who always comes to you whenever you need me!! But why won't you just spend at lease a lunch or dinner with me?? Is it so hard for u?? I felt insecure, i always asked myself " Im i even 10% important to you?? "
I used smile to hide the tears in front or behind you, I used laugh to hide the sadness...No matter what i do, the pain just not leave me... Actually I just wish you would look in to my eyes and say "Babe,im sorry...I love you...And i'll change..." that will be enough... Sigh, i knew that miracle will never ever happened to me...
Sometimes i was thinking..." How good is if i was died now! How good if i never been born! " so that bad things never happened on me... ( Tears dropping )
I'm tired, my heart is tired... Tired of asking ppl to accompany me...Tired of doing everything...I just wanna lie on my bed and listen to the song that you use to sing me in the past... I bet you can't remember what song is it d ! Is ok... I've already use to your forgetfulness ~ ( Miss you so badly )
Maybe really as what she said... I'm just a flirty, a bitch... I'm not suitable to be with you...( Tears dropping )... But im happy that you always stand up defend me and defend our love... You said babe " I trust you, i do love you... We should forget our past... Keep on loving each other, and wish we could stick together forever, i love you "... Thanks baby ~ Im happy and i really do appreciate it....But nowdays i couldn't see the FOREVER already, is getting blur and blur and blur and blur...( Im scared )
Wish i could just wake up from this kind of nightmares, and remain our happiness...
~ End ~
