Meaningless day

Is quite late d...I've taken my medicine...But i still cant sleep,im waiting for his message or call, but but i know that is not goin to happen...But dunno why im still waiting for it...Maybe i miss him alot??? Today is the forth day he treat me so cold d,i miss him alot this fews days,but i know he'll never realized it...This few days we've been had some arguement...But i've already forgive him,cuz i do loves him...I cant sleep whole day yesterday cuz i cant stop thinking back our sweet memory...He always protected me from anything anywhere anytime...Actually i've lost the bracelet tat he gif it to me on our 6th month anniversary, i cry...i scared tat i'll lost him too!!! I really dun wan lost his love...I really dun wan my life without him...I know im his second gf but went he told me tat he loves me,i really believe in it, i feel tat im the most happy girl in this world...He is the best bf i ever had...But i never told him about it! B u r the best!!!!