Moody Day

Just received a message from a kok my best friend,he wants to how im i doing,have i recover yet...It was very sweet...I suppose be at Kepong now with him,but my sick haven't recover yet so...i have to rest at home nw...Finally,my b called me, he told me what has been happening this few days,he went shooping with his dad...n more...It was a great talk but...i cant feel his love anymore...He didn't ask how was my sick...He didn't tell me that he loves me and didn't give me goodbye kiss anymore....Sigh....I know i've been giving him so many stress...Sigh if he really wants me to let him go..I'll...Cuz i know i cant get his heart back....
Im goin to meet Wendy later,But i also want to meet him...But i know he wont want to see me..He didn't said that he doesn't want to meet me..But i can feel it cuz last time he will very happy if i said i want to meet him but now...He didn't said anything...Sigh...I know is time to let him go d...I have to grow up without him now...B i miss u alot...Sobs