Saturday, June 5, 2010

Beautiful Nightmare

It became more and more obvious now... I'm just a NOBODY at all !! Even though my post is a disaster ... Begging for nothing... Just begging for your LOVE ~ But , Im sharing it with others...
I'm seriously tired on pretending that everything is okay to me , i'm tired and exhausted ...Babe my heart is seriously bleeding while you talk to me with those hurting words, seriously in pain that i couldn't describe about it !!! I was crying and begging you to trust me, but you treated me like im your enemy... I'm trying my best to do everything for you, giving out much i could for you ! I doesn't want much, i just want you to trust me and loving me as your girlfriend... Is it so hard for you ??
Everytime i tries to tell out all my feelings, you layed your temper on me over bout it ... i wonder why couldn't you just sit down and listen ? Baby... yours arms can easily warms me up, do you know about it ?? Yea, maybe i nag too much... Making you getting sick of it d... But do you ever once thought about that you are hurting me so much ?? Yea, you can just dump me easily without doubting about it... Because you are surrounded with those who willing give you loves and support... Me ??? Just a little girl who became your past... Yea, i admit... I cries alot because of you... Yea, i admit... I love you so much that i couldn't tell... I don't want you treat my caring as a joke... I was thinking long time ago, will you TREASURE it ? Is that WORTH ?
I'm stubborn, and i'll admit about this... I felt sad after get hurt... So what ?? This is part of my life...Used to stay with you, used to follow what you said... Used to showing my silly face to you... I just want you to appreciate me .... WONG JJ you are such an idiot !! Gee ~ You just know how to make me cry cry cry like a baby.. Argh !!

LOVE YOU

2 comments:

Andy Chua said...

its never too late to learn, so that you can REMEMBER

Lissa Lynn said...

sigh...i hate this kind of feelings

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